I had a bizarre dream last night about her, him ,you and me. In my dream, I was getting married to him. I was happy and completely at peace. There were some friends around me, and then my mother came with my bridal fineries. I went with her to get ready.
While going up the stair I glanced from the window and saw her standing with a man and a small girl. She was looking at the house and then at a paper. She nodded at the man beside her and they started to walk towards the house. My heart was pounding as I saw them disappear under the window.
Then you came and told me “She has come.”
“Why?”
“She just wanted to meet me. Her husband and her step daughter are also here.You need not go down”.
After a while, you came up again. There was pain in your eyes. You looked at me and smiled, “You look beautiful.”
I wished you would not look at me with so much pain in your eyes. I could feel the sadness.
“I will stay if you want me to.”
“No you go – you will be happy’”
“But…it breaks my heart to see you so sad. Will you be happy if I stay?”
"I want you to be happy"
"That you won't be if I get married...right?"
We stood looking at each other ....and…. prodding of tiny feet at my back woke me up - never got to see the end.
What did I choose ?
Did I stay with you?
Hope dreams have episodes!
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Just dreaming
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